belajar dulu~~
May 26, 2010 | 11:35 PM | 0 comments
perh...setelah 2ari kt umah baru de mood mau update~~cik mar makin malas ni...
pe mau jd!!!
wokey2, mlm ni mood serius
isu remaja!!!hihihi
kepoyoran melanda jiwa seketika
ari tu time cik mar balik ke nogori terchentakan
smpai melaka sentral, terus amik bas luar tuk ke tampin
sepanjang perjalanan balik tu ramai r dak2 sekolah
kirenye 1 bas bersama dak sekolah
pelbagai ragam la memasing
cik mar menjadi pemerhati yang setia je r~~hihi
terus terkenang zaman sekolah2 dlu
rindu mau pegang buku teks...
rindu mau balik sekolah dgn kawan2~~
erm...tetiba perasaan rindu ilang ble dgr suatu suara
dgn ayat yang sungguh memalukan...
"wei, ila nnti aku msg ko nk cite pasal laki aku"
"babi la ko, tpup aku sndri xlepas, ni nk tpupkn ko!!"
perh...adik2, awak tu perempuan, pkai tudung lg
bahasa plz la elok ckit...
and then de sorang pakcik tegur dak tu tnye form brpe....
baru form 2 ok!!!!
duit pun mak bapak bg lg, tp.....
erm...pk2 sndiri la.
dak skrg ni mcm2 ragam!!!
de tu kecik2 dh pandai msg guna papa mama~~
omg la....cik mar yg dh besau dan layak kawen (layak ke??hehehe)
xpnh nk gune panggilan tu....
tp tu hak individu but plz utamakn pelajaran
cintan cintun zaman sekolah ni hnye cinta monyet...
jgn lalai dgn semua ni....
kesian kt mak ayah~~
cik mar dlu zaman sekolah takut nk de pakwe2 ni
g sekolah jz tuk bljr & jmpe kawan2
tp zaman skrg berlumba2 nk de bf / gf
pelik2...
tp klu pandai bahagi masa, terpulang
tepuk dada tnye ati!!!!hehehe
p/s--->>bahagiakn ibu bapa dlu~~
short sem life~~
May 24, 2010 | 1:40 PM | 1 comments
mau merajuk dr post entri....
jz mau upload pic2 spnjg survey camp&hangout with frenz~~
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i'm free now~~
May 23, 2010 | 8:11 PM | 0 comments
akhirnye merasa idup dlm kefree-an!!heheabih sudah survey camp...
xmo dok kt cni selama 6weeks~~
mau balik umah!!!!
mengubati ati yg lara
tonite mau karaoke&lyn muvie
sape mau ikut cik mar???
plz turun tangan~~
perh...ramai la plak ai!!!!hehe
group survey camp cik mar~~
thanks korang semua...
2weeks dgn korang, best!!!
ketenangan yang aku cari~~
May 19, 2010 | 7:33 PM | 4 comments
erm...time maghrib aku post entri niaku betul2 serabut
serabut dgn kehidupan sendiri
aku lemah nk lalui semua ni
knpe mcm2 dugaan dtg dlm idup aku??
akak slalu ckp "Allah swt sering uji hamba2Nya yg kuat"
tapi....
aku xkuat!!!
aku terlalu lemah nk lalui semua ni
aku penat berusaha tuk jd yg terbaik
aku berusaha tuk jd yg terbaik
aku xnk sakitkn ati sape2
aku tau, kdg2 de perasaan jahat dlm diri ni
aku cuba ubah dan ubah
aku mmg xsempurna
aku bkn prempuan2 yg lemah lembut kt luar sne
aku kasar...aku pendendam...aku keras ati...
tu mmg kelemahan aku
aku dh cuba ubah tp mmg susah
tp tu xbermakna aku kuat
kuat hadapi dugaan cmni
Ya allah...permudahkanlah perjalanan idup aku
aku nk pergi jauh dr tmpt ni
hnye tinggal 1sem je lg....
plz r jgn bwt aku berdendam dgn korang
plz jgn susahkn idup aku kt cni....
aku nk minta maaf kt sape2 yg aku ade bwt salah
andai aku de terkasar bahasa
tersinggung perasaan korang
terbwt korang benci kt aku....
insyaallah aku akan cuba berubah dan terus berubah
ke arah yg lebih baik~~
siapa boleh tolong???
May 17, 2010 | 8:24 PM | 2 comments
tolong ape??tolong cik mar~~
tolong orderkan nasi goreng daging merah tuk cik mar
sedapnyer tgok nasi goreng ni...hihi
LAPO~~huhu
*plz kesian pada saya!!!huhu
my heart
May 16, 2010 | 7:35 PM | 0 comments
WHY???why???
why??
why????
why i still remember u???
please leave me~~
argh...very bad feeling now!!!
i can't live without ur smile, voice,
and ur love...
you said you could'nt stand to
see my heart broken...
so whEn you broke it,
did you close your eyEs??..
i'm so tiRed of preTending..
everything is oookay...
my tears are starting to shown
my smile is fading away~~
Labels: cinta lama
masih untuk K.A.M.U
May 12, 2010 | 4:00 PM | 1 comments
Today, i wander in my memory
I’m pasing around on the end of this way
You’re still holding me tightly, even though i can’t see you any more
I’m losing my way again
I’m praying to the sky i want see you and hold you more
that i want to see you and hold you more
It can’t be if it’s not you
i can’t be without you
it’s okay if i’m hurt for a day and a year like this
it’s fine even if my heart’s hurts
yes because i’m just in love with you
i cannot send you away one more time
i can’t live without you
it can’t be if it’s not you
i can’t be without you
it’s okay if i’m hurt for a day and a year like this
it’s fine even if my heart’s hurts
yes because i’m just in love with you
my bruised heart
is screaming to me to find you
where are you?
can’t you hear my voice?
to me…
if i live my life again
if i’m born over and over again
i can’t live without you for a day
You’re the one i will keep
you’re the one i will love
i’m…yes because i’m happy enough if i could be with you
I’m pasing around on the end of this way
You’re still holding me tightly, even though i can’t see you any more
I’m losing my way again
I’m praying to the sky i want see you and hold you more
that i want to see you and hold you more
It can’t be if it’s not you
i can’t be without you
it’s okay if i’m hurt for a day and a year like this
it’s fine even if my heart’s hurts
yes because i’m just in love with you
i cannot send you away one more time
i can’t live without you
it can’t be if it’s not you
i can’t be without you
it’s okay if i’m hurt for a day and a year like this
it’s fine even if my heart’s hurts
yes because i’m just in love with you
my bruised heart
is screaming to me to find you
where are you?
can’t you hear my voice?
to me…
if i live my life again
if i’m born over and over again
i can’t live without you for a day
You’re the one i will keep
you’re the one i will love
i’m…yes because i’m happy enough if i could be with you
Labels: cinta lama
baby hilang dalam kandungan???
May 07, 2010 | 8:21 PM | 7 comments
ya allah...
perkara cmni jgn bwt main ok!!!
tak sangka cik mar akhirnye de insan2 terdekat yg mengalami nye
cukup2 fobia tuk pregnant~~
anak jiran cik mar ilang baby
cik mar simpati kt dia
dh 8bulan pregnant, last2 bangun pagi perut dh kempis
baby dh xde???
besar sungguh dugaan tuk seorg ibu yg menanti kelahiran anak sulong
semoga dia tabah lalui dugaan hidup ini
perbykkan ibadat...
mungkin de hikmah di sebaliknye...
insyaallah
“Kes kehamilan palsu yang menyebabkan kandungan menghilang secara tiba-tiba memang wujud dalam dunia perubatan.
“Ia dikenali sebagai pseudosiesis atau dalam istilah Inggeris – phantom pregnancy,” kata Timbalan Pengarah Pusat Perubatan Universiti Malaya (PPUM), Prof. Madya Dr. Jamiyah Hassan.
*mode serius~~
H.O.M.E sweet H.O.M.E
| 10:08 AM | 1 comments
salam~~morning semua...hehe
erm...1st day post en3 di umah
very2 seronok!!haha
tp ati tetap sakit
sakit pk kan nset2 cik mar kne curi
mmg &%$#@ la dak tu.
mmg tak aman la ko pencuri
sedar r ckit Allah swt nmpk semua perbuatan ko
ko ni mmg xde pendidikan agama langsung!!!!
masih marah ok & akan terus marah
bye~~
*sudah xde mood
PencuRi plz JanGaN saKitkan Ati aKu~~
May 05, 2010 | 5:59 PM | 7 comments
mmg tahap kurang ajar!!!xde agama!!!
tgh minggu exam pun ko boleh nk mencuri!!!!
nset cik mar kne curi~~
dua2 nset skali...
yg pasti msti org2 terdekat
cz pintu kunci....tp nset boleh ilang!!!
aku bg ko tumpang bilik aku sbb aku kesian kt ko
aku nk tolong ko
aku bwt baik tp ni yg ko balas
tolong r wei...
ko dh pas kt sape nset2 aku dgn iphone kwn aku???
ko mmg xgune r!!!!
dok guna status anak bilal
pastu ckp mak sakit
tp tdi aku tgok ayah ko xmcm bilal pun
mak ko pakai tudung nmpk jambul lg
mak ko sihat walafiat je, xmcm sakit
sumpah demi allah...
aku dgn aish mmg xhalalkn setiap sen duit nset tu kt ko
biar la idup ko musnah
ko musnahkn perasaan kteorg x pk!!!!
nset2 aku tu nset peninggalan arwah abg ipar aku
dgn nset present dr x-boy aku!!!!
mmg ko ni perempuan xtau malu
iphone aish tu pun boy dia yg pnye!!!!
sumpah aku akn benci ko smpai ble2....
ko permainkn kepercayaan aku pd ko!!!!!!!
sampai berbunuh-bunuh plak aiii~~
May 04, 2010 | 9:59 AM | 0 comments
assalamualaikum...aii...korang2 semua....
erm...ari ni cik mar kne study lor...
for final paper sok Engineering economy
pastu jgn tnye r knpe jd pakar economy!!!hehe
smlm dh berhempas pulas nk jd lawyer
tp paper Law of contract and Estimation xberapa nk bagus
pendek & pnjg kata sem ni semua paper mcm xbest la
xtau nape~~
yg penting lusa ari khamis balik noghori
perh...dkt 2 bulan xjmpe anak2 buah tersyg!!!
rindu sey~~
erm...kay2 pusing balik kt tajuk en3!!!
korang nk tau sape yg berbunuh2 ni???
ni r, dh xde keje org2 ni
ckup baik org dh anjurkn consert
korang nk berbunuh2 plak~~
plz r jgn bwt negara ni mcm #%$&
sendiri mau pk r...
korang nk tau lg lanjut meh baca ni...
malas cik mar nk story lebih2
kang jd isu 2 negara plak
ktekan serumpun~~
KONSERT TARIK NYAWA
aku jahat ke ko jahat!!!!
May 03, 2010 | 11:09 PM | 2 comments
xsabar tunggu hari rabu~
last paper for this sem...
even cik mar tau result sem ni msti jatuh
byk dugaan menimpa
cukup2 menguji kekuatan cik mar
khamis pagi balik noghori~~
mau jmpe mak...
mau nangis puas2...
*pe kaitan tajuk en3 dgn en3???
den pun xphm~~
malam yang rasa seperti....
| 10:55 PM | 1 comments
mau nangis...
knpe terlalu lemah???
Labels: cinta lama
Personal Taste....
May 02, 2010 | 11:36 PM | 0 comments
selamat malam dunia!!!aiceh gumbira plak cik mar di mlm ari
sok ptg de paper final wooo....
gile kentang dok lyn drama korea
korang dh tgok ke PERSONAL TASTE???
rugi mmg rugi ok!!!
LEE MIN HO jd hero ok
sungguh sweet kamu~~
xcaya???meh cik mar kasi tgok ckit
renungan mata tu!!!!
aduh,mmg menikam jiwa ai~~
ape???mau tgok lg kesuwitan dia??
ni lg 1!!hehe
cite pun best, de pakwe hensem plak
lg best~~~hihi
yg penting cik mar nk bg 1 lagu kt cni tuk "kamu"
"for some reason luv is hard
i'm stil awkward
actually, i feel closer to my sadness
luv seem far away
we're so different from each other
the only thing we have in common is being fools
though we sometimes cross each other and sometimes clash
it must be luv
when i see you, my heart feels so full
my rusty heart, my hardened heart
you have woke them up
love me, hold me
so that the hurt i've kept hidden
mu painful tears and sad loneliness
will never come back
the person hidden by my tears for so long
the person i've waited for long days past
must be you, it must be you
if i'm standing with you
even if i'm hurt
i find myself laughing
even the deepest scars
even the tears that have become habit
you've made them better...."
kamu pandai menipu???
May 01, 2010 | 11:02 PM | 0 comments
R.I.N.D.U~~rindu sangat2!!!
rindu sama dia...
tak ingin ingat sama dia...
tp cik mar lahir bkn tuk menipu diri sendiri
RINDU BANGAT SAMA KAMU!!!!
Labels: cinta lama
keluar masuk mulut buaya
| 3:25 AM | 3 comments
assalamualaikum...morning korang2 semua...hehe
cik mar baru bangun tido,best tido~~hehe
pkul 2pg bangun dgn usaha mau study
ye r,rehat kne ckup klu mau study kan??
sape setuju sila angkat kening!!!
sebut pasal rehat kne cukupkan
pg tdi cik mar de paper final
paper INFORMATION SYSTEM IN CIVIL ENGINEERING
erm..plz jgn tnye cmne paper tdi
sbb mmg mcm tot!!!!
hahaha...
cik mar paper tdi kt dewan besar so ramai la kan
de 1000 student dlm tu
de mcm2 kos
bru 20minit start paper kan...
tetiba....
de student menjerit
amat la pelik dan menakutkn
awt kamu menjerit cik pelajar oi???
setahu cik mar dak 1st yg menjerit tupastu mula la byk spekulasi yg dak2 ni bwt
kena rasuk kot!!!haha
setelah di kenal pasti rupenye dak tu kne sawan
erm...mayb dia terlampau tertekan kot
rehat xcukup~~
so cik mar nasihatkn kt korang2 semua plz jgn tension2jgn paksa diri tu study smpai xcukup rehat
pdhal cik mar pun lebih kurang~~haha
tp cik mar akn pastikn tido sedikit awalklu sok pagi nye de paper....lala
tu tips tu,plz take note
apo ko ngarut ni mar~~haha
kay r,pas dpt tido yg cukup
skrg mau study tuk paper LAW OF CONTRACT & ESTIMATION
wish me luck ye cyg2 semua
muuaahh!!!!!kt korang...hihi
*suka sgt mini pelamin ni...ble r merasa cik mar dok situ~~hihi